There’s a summer estate in Russia that holds special memories for me. It’s beautiful, peaceful, hauntingly quiet, isolated, and has the type of fresh air that I didn’t yet find in America. And the light of the day stretches into the evening, as often seen in northern regions.
It’s special because I spent the best parts of my younger childhood there. Many years later, I came back…and the surge of nostalgia was the peak of my summer. Unfortunately, I don’t think I’m coming there again soon. But what I have are memories, and these precious memories I will treasure forever. Cheesy as this sounds, yeah, but I think we all have places we hold dear.
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My dear friends!
Ever wonder what place in the world to me is dear?
It existed in my mind, yet so real
My love of it pains and sears.
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It’s Ushkovo, the Russian northern forest
In summer, it bathes in a white night
It’s my memories that call me to it
To be there — never out of sight.
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I’ve been there
In that everlasting night
Just a few latitudes left
Into a Laplandish night.
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Ushokovo was always a scenic mystery
My nostalgic stays there but history
I long for it, drink it in!
My surging blood calls me there as kin!
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My memories sifted and sore
I try to remember more
Atmospheric perspective
I take to heart the dearest and its core.
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Tip-toeing through the forest and trees
I visualize birch and bark around me
The fresh air oh so sweet!
What I remember! What I can see!
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Birds, moss, mushrooms, creek
Signify my secret glen
I could romp in that new world forever
Never worried, never sullen.
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One summer house in the midst
Same as the one from forever ago
Tucked between the trees
My house is still the one I know.
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Then as I snuggle in bed,
I feel a rumble, a distant whistle of the train
Sound echoes through the still night, out of sight,
Lingering miles through the trees and rain.
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Dearest!
Is this place not real?
My love of Ushkovo, the northern wonder
Will never die, will never seal.
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Ushokovo,
I love you like a homeland
You’ll remain, will you not?
Wait for me!
For you’re the one my dreams have tirelessly sought.